Wat my mom says is so true. The women in my family are working their ass off while the men are relaxing away. FYI - My dad is retired and my bro has juz graduated but yet to find a job. I think my bro is a superb bummer. Whole day can face the comp and juz play game. Think he'll grow mouldy 1 day. LOL...

Anyway, my application for the financial aid is successful. If the money goes directly into my a/c, then i'll cfm go on the HK trip. On the other hand, Eugene has asked me to go Bintan. I wanna shop more than the beach lei. Haha... Hope NUS is not reading this. Chai Li and Chris has been asking wat my bf works as. Funny... Y did i say he's a police when he's not? Hmmm... Juz dun dwell on it. Dun like them asking too much but juz ans them curtly as form of courtesy lor. The whole office noe that i'm supposed to go on my Bangkok trip. Dunno wat to tell them if i end up not going.

I had 2 dumplings for breakfast. Today is supposed to be Duan Wu Jie. I only had those plain ones which u eat with sugar, not those types wrapped with pork & other stuffings. I even had fish slice bee hoon for lunch. Came bk home and i snack some more on chocs (as usual) and cheese crackers b4 dinner. I sure can eat alot these days man. Something is freaking wrong with me, both mentally and physically. Must make sure i go run again by end of this week...

Though those 2 words above are the same, they r so different when u reverse them. One means living to old age while the other means infinity (thru out ur life). There are many other words which are like tat when u twist the words around. Hmmm... i thinking too much again.

Tend to imagine myself in the roles of the characters when i read. Like wat will happen few years down the road as in the story etc. I'm really thinking too much! Help! My mind is running wild again. I need an escape...

Juz rec Dianna's sms asking me to go HK in July. Worth a consideration. I really need to go on a trip to take my mind off things. But my concern is that the things there are too exp for me to shop around. Should I go or not?

The forum in Straits Times today talk abt the electives taken by undergrads. Good for NTU as the results of their electives are not counted towards their GPA. For NUS, it is counted towards the CAP. However, the bottomline is that we, as undergrads, feel that it should not even be reflected in our transcripts. A few C or even D will look so awful on a transcript with straight As or Bs. Although for NUS, we are given the S/U option but it's limited to only 2 or 3 times. I totally agree with the NUS writer that all electives should be S/U. Hope the uni will look into this issue cos i think it does affect employment in future. I personally dun give a damn to the electives. Feel tat they r totally useless. I juz wanna get on with the core modules and faster grad. Get it, dumb ass?

Today was really 1 busy day. Started off by sorting out cheques & PV. This is followed by phone calls to suppliers informing them tat cheques are ready for collection. And then i filed the PV and invoices. W/o realising, it's lunchtime already. So u can imagine the tremendous number of cheques. Whole day i kept walking in and out of the room handing ppl cheques. Dun like those reps who came to collect. So chee hong... Shalln't elaborate more.

My life has become a routine. Knock off frm work, come straight home, bathed, popped a few cubes of choc while lying on my bed reading. Then at nite, i'll watch TV and blog b4 heading off to bed. Sian... think that i need to break the routine somehow. Yong sheng asked me to go clubbing some time next week. He's finally going to POP. Hmmm... Tat's the only thing i can look fwd to and shopping...

Seems like the Idol fever is back again, with the recent Taylor's victory in American Idol and Spore's own audition being broadcasted. Think it should be quite interesting...

Went OG with my family this afternoon. Bought a Victorian lace blouse, a skirt and mascara. Hehe... Happy with my purchase. Saw a Guess leather handbag on sale as well. The UP was 200+ but now it's 135. Hmmm... Considering... After tat, we had dinner at the food centre near Bugis Village and I had an ice-cream. Spoiling myself silly, I know. But i dun really care.

Something still seems to be missing though...

*Btw if u notice the change in my cover pic, it's all thanks to courtesy of Beng. (He made me mention it :b). But really thank you!*

So the result is out. The grades that i've gotten are kinda expected but somehow i wish that i could have done better. Reason being i wasn't foreign to those modules that i took this sem. Seems like luck isn't by my side this time round. Haiz... imagine next sem with all level 2 modules. Wayne got a scare when i was like speechless. Dun worry, i can cope with it. It's not like i haven't gone thru tougher times ALONE b4...

Oh well... Like to drive when i'm down. Guess tat's becos i feel i'm in control. So i drove when we went out for dinner. My parking still ok after all this while. Glad abt tat...

Another normal day at work. Took a walk at the pasar malam (nite mkt) under my house at nite. Bought some goreng pisang. Haven't had them for the longest time i can rem. didn't taste tat fantastic, i guess it's really 'value' for money. Heard frm radio this morn that 'angels and demons' is also going to be on film soon...

Joey asked me to go Zouk tonite. Another sec fren, ZZ, also going down so he offered to share cab. good to have frenz who live near me :) waiting for u to come bk frm china and club with me, Cheng wei! Hope i can wake up tmr...