Downhill

I won't deny that a year ago, I did entertain the thoughts of withdrawing from school. To think of this now, it's kinda too late cos I'm already into 2nd year. *sigh* Dun understand wat's the point of studying so much. It's juz like going with the flow. U know how ppl say that you can't survive in the society w/o a piece of paper which is the degree. From the day I stepped into poly till now, I still have no idea what exactly I wanna work as in future. The trading pit was wat attracted me to study Banking & Finance in poly. And after not making it into SIA, I submitted Uni applications cos I dunno wat else to apply for. Subsequently, NUS accepted me and this leads me to where I am today. So is this a good thing or bad?

I guess it all boils down to destiny and the path God has laid out for me. It's all abt making choices in life. Am I really happy this way? I used to have the drive and determination that I wanna ace in everything that I do. But nowadays, I juz seem so reluctant to even make an effort. What's happening to me? I have no idea. Perhaps I'm way too tired or because I know I can never beat those elites in NUS so simply gave up trying...

Anyway, my niece scored 184 in her PSLE and is going 'normal acad'. Her maths got C. What a lousy tutor I am... On the other extreme, my nephew got 274 and is heading 'special'. Oh well, I hope they have a bright future and dun end up like me...

++ MarryMango at 3:24 PM.

Explicit

I think I have been explicit enough. Stop acting like everything is oh-so-fine between us. I have told u umpteen times that I detest the things that u do. Apologising to me 24/7 isn't helping cos I simply wun accept it. U have stepped on my toes far too many times. Since u also think that i'm being too much and u have been giving in all these while, then stop doing all the silly things. Seems like I juz couldn't get thru ur thick skull. U r still as childish and naive. When will u grow up to be a man? Dun make me repeat like a broken tape recorder can? U R GETTING ON MY NERVES DAY BY DAY!

Like u said, u dun wanna care anymore. Then pretty pls do so. Dun come crawling back to me and say 'I dun believe our friendship deserves to go down the drain like tat.' Writing a testi to make yourself look good is replusive. Yes, I dun have good taste and go for second-best. Does this make u the BEST? NO! Any idea why u were never ever my choice? Cos u can't even be compared to second-best (not referring to anyone in particular here). Yes, u r that lousy. Let the farewell gift be for good and not just for ur Aust trip. This time round, it wouldn't make any diff even as time passes. I juz couldn't tolerate ur behavior anymore. I appreciate what u have done for me before and honored for how 'highly' u think of me. But this is as far as we can go. Stop harboring any thoughts further than this... Need I say more? Do u need me to spell out ur name? I can do so in case u r really tat dumb...

++ MarryMango at 10:10 PM.

Brownies

Thanks for the brownies to curb my chocolate cravings, dear! (Psst... I juz took a bite and it's fabulous. But it also has those nuts lei.) I'm getting fat again. Anyway, I paid another visit to the doc today. Hope my cough can really recover this time round. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Had dinner at JP and was home early. Almost time for me to get down to work again...

P/S: Really sorry for oversleeping and thus unable to accompany u to town this morn. Nevertheless, I do wanna thank u for accompanying me. I will try my best in future =)

++ MarryMango at 9:57 PM.

GST hike AGAIN

The extract was taken frm Channelnewsasia. Wat's the world coming to man? It wasn't long ago when they raise it frm 3% to 5%. Now it's going up even higher to 7%. Things already cost so expensive nowadays. The living standard of S'pore is oh-so-high.

"I'm not going to tax 15% on income tax, I'm not going to tax 25% from GST the way the Scandanavians do, but I have to make the adjustments of 2% which I think is fair and I think Singaporeans will support," added Mr Lee.

Yeah yeah, my ass. Y does he need to compare to some scandanavians and is he sure that s'poreans will definitely support? Haha... I think S'poreans will juz groan when they heard prices are generally going up. It's juz that we have no choice but to accept since such policies are always decided by the govt.

By right, I should understand the impact and functions of the increment (which should aid in decreasing the income gap) cos i'm studying econs. But because my concepts of econs are so lousy, all I could do was sighed in dismay as well. *Mango stuffs are going to cost a bomb in near future*. Lol... I know that sounds so bimbotic. Oh well... At the same time, Daddy reminds me that I'm eligible for the welfare scheme already. Haha... I guess that's the only joy. Speaking of econs, it's time for me to get bk to my notes again... :(

++ MarryMango at 4:03 PM.

ill

Seems like the people around me are falling sick. My econ grpmate, Wei Jing, was even admitted into hospital the other day for high fever. My bro went for TB consultation yest. Jason went to see doc today. Many other NUS students are falling ill too. Hmmm... So should i feel relieved that it's 'normal'? I have yet to recover fully too. Still coughing very badly esp late at nite. I can cough in the midst of my slump and awoken because of it with the feeling of vomiting.

It's really scary seeing so many muggers studying so hard for the exam. Marcus didn't sleep again last nite and was up studying MA. Yufen is right, there are so many walking zombies around in NUS. I seem to be living in a foreign place, a world of elites where I dun belong. I do stay up to study but i will definitely wake up late the next day. Think if i'm deprived of sleep, I might as well been dead. Yes, I'm juz so plain lazy...

Anyway, it's really not the time to think abt such things now, Jason. I dunno y u suddenly felt so emotional. U have always been optimistic and someone that i look up to. Dun like to see the state that u r in now. Dun understand y u said those things either. (P/S: Peach was a good example rite? Haha...) Dun always think that u r Superman lah. Haa... Nobody can be the best all the time. Rem u r nv alone, call me when u need someone to talk to. I can reminisce with u after the exams if that's wat u wan. Lol...

Get well soon, everybody!

P/S: One thing abt me is that I get discouraged easily as well. It's going to take much more to bring me back up again...

++ MarryMango at 2:26 PM.

Petrified

Went sch today for Gene's lect and Econ's mass tutorial. I actually crashed the Gene lect cos mine has ended and will not be going thru the mid term paper. My actual econ tutorial supposed to be on thursday as well. But I have decided that tmr shall be my last day of school so i went today instead. Ok, at least supposedly. I might be going on fri for the econ revision lect.

See so many ppl studying in sch. It's seriously petrifying. Esp as it reaches night and the library is still so full. I'm really getting worried. How come I dun have the urge to start on revision at all? No, to correct myself: For others, it's revision. For me, I'm still trying to grasp the concepts. Dying, dying, dead...

*Pls dun say u miss me only when i'm gone*

++ MarryMango at 10:43 PM.

Last Weekend of Enjoyment

The exams are in 2 weeks. Can't believe how fast the semester has passed. Seems like sch has juz reopened last week and it's closing already. Gotta mug real hard for this sem's exams otherwise i think my CAP is gonna fall dramatically. Alright, shalln't think abt this right now cos like i said, it's my last weekend of enjoyment.

Anyway, I dun understand why there's this type of frenz tat exist. Asked ppl out and stood them up in the end. Shouldn't have even asked in the first place then. Still can make stupid excuses and nv bother to call or even sms bk. Where have all the attributes of friendship and responsibility gone?? Perhaps it juz boils down to my 2 'principles' that made me so fed up:

1. I absolutely can't take it if someone is lying to me. (Most crucial part. U can forget abt talking to me ever again.)
2. I hate it when people are late. (Worse still if they nv turn up at all) Though I think my patience has improved significantly, especially recently.

If any of the 2 or both are violated, you should jolly-well know that u have stepped on my tail. I wouldn't hesitate to bring out my claws and fangs. I can be such a monster at times. Anyway, I can't even rem the last time i saw tat fren. Perhaps half year ago? Since ppl doesn't bother, so y should I? I guess I wouldn't see this person anymore. Wouldn't bother to even contact. Oh well, tat's the way I am. I treat ppl the way they treat me i.e the treatment that they deserve. If u r nice to me, then i'll be sweet. :) Otherwise, u should noe the way I am. Wahaha... (Mayb not to some pathetic fools though). Tat's y i think i dun need many frenz. I only need those tat truly care. Thanks to those being there for me most of the times if not all.

Went shopping with Dian today. The lightings for Christmas at Orchard was lighted up today. Think the decoration wasn't too bad. But I still prefer the icy blue theme (was it last year?) cos it's supposed to be winter season right? Spotted 3 Christmas trees along the road. Too bad I didn't bring my camera today. *Swear I'll have an even better Christmas this year*

Bought a pair of heels frm CK, a top frm LMG and Fasio blusher. All of them at discounts. This juz reminds me the year-end sale is coming. And more importantly, MNG sale is nearing. Dian said must inform her earlier so she can apply for leave. We can go MNG sale early in the morn since it will be holiday for me by then. Hehe... Ok I noe i dun need to remind u guys of wat a fanatic mango freak I am. *yawn*

Perk up k, Jason? U have been doing so well w/o her. Sometimes I really admire how u can do so while i have been such a failure. It's true that certain seasons juz reminds us of a particular someone. But juz rem that she's not worthy of ur remembrance otherwise she would have been here with u still. I strongly believe that there'll be others who'll take over tat person's position in your heart. We have been in the same boat several times. If I can pick myself up, then I believe u can forget abt her as well... All the best, mate! I sincerely hope that u'll find ur other half soon :)

++ MarryMango at 12:03 AM.

Crocs kill

I nv like the damned design right from the start. Think it looks so freaking awful. Really makes me wonder why people would wanna wear them. Ok, so it's been said to be comfortable, blah blah blah. But I really can't imagine how comfy hard plastic could be. And where's your dress sense, people? Tell me wat attire will go well with them. I can only think of those fishermen selling fishes in the market. Haha enough of bringing the hideous slippers down. I seriously believe its sales will go downtrend though. Not because of my criticisms here lah. Lol...

It's because people have been getting hurt due to this stupid innovation. Kids have gotten these slippers wedged between the moving steps of escalators. Some were lucky to escape unhurt while some unlucky ones even got their toes severed. So do warn any of ur frenz or relatives abt it. Furthermore, i heard they are selling at abt 40 bucks somewhere. It's so ridiculous for some cheap plastic lor. U can't deny that the manufacturers aren't earning big bucks. Think it will cost only $2 at most to be 'made in China'? Lol...

Anyway, Marcus was telling us today abt the exotic delicacies that he has eaten b4. Brace yourself for this... It's freaking disgusting even as I tot abt it now. He has eaten snake (which he says taste halfway bet chicken and fish) and drank its blood. Also, crickets are nothing to compared to wat i'm abt to tell u lor. Yes, he has eaten crickets b4 and I think the worst has got to be live mouse. U heard me right. I can nv imagine putting something alive into my mouth. He mentioned something abt rabbits too. I can't rem exactly now and dun wish to. Best part is he can tell u they taste great. Eeuwww... Now i understand y he's so eccentric. Haa...

++ MarryMango at 10:16 PM.

Withdrawn!

Woohoo!! My email to the lecturer (in my past entry) actually succeeded in changing the final decision. Haha... Ok, so i might not be the only one who has emailed him. But then at least it plays a part. Lol...

I'm having a headache from Econs :(

++ MarryMango at 9:12 PM.

Girlie stuffs

Thanks, gals (Carisse, Yufen and Yingqi)! U guys noe me best. Lol...












Thank u very much, Cheng Wei! I like the Coach key chain. It's cute yet classy. And coincidentally, forever friends' bear is my fav character. Haha... We must definitely find time to go shop, movies etc in December after the exams. Must make time out for our gals' outing k? =)

Seems like I cannot really take a break or have a badly-needed rest until the exams are over. Many topics and modules awaiting me to catch up on. Meanwhile, I'm looking fwd to my shopping date with Dian next week...

++ MarryMango at 2:31 PM.

My Prezzies

Sumptious meal at Ajisen

My parents

My bro and me

My Mango Cake

Guess Bag

Puma Watch

Isetan Vouchers and necklace

Dinner at N.Y.D.C of Suntec (Mango Tango float!)

Last but not least, a gold sequinn bag from Jason, my bestest mate ever. Thanks alot, mate. I tot u have forgotten abt my bday already =)

Went for the NKF health screening today. My waist is 58cm which converts to 22.8 inches. Unbelievable. Lol... I always tot i'm 24 or 25. My body fat is on the higher range for my height though. Wonder where my fats go...

I wish I could be very decisive in my decisions...

++ MarryMango at 8:56 PM.

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