*Mango Lover*

Monday, December 18, 2006

Feeling terrible

It's the 3rd day since i fell sick on Fri nite. (Must be due to standing in the hot sun during work last fri.) Yet I still have not recovered. I dun think my temperature has ever hit so high. It was 39.6°C when i saw the doc on sat. Was so worried that I have to be hospitalised. Luckily, the doc said not necessary as my fever was due to my throat infection. Now I am pretty certain that so long as my cough doesn't recover, this cycle will keep repeating itself. That's y I have been seeing doc every month. *sigh*

Aren't those cough syrup and medicine supposed to make u drowsy? I do sleep extremely early like 9pm. But I'll still wake up in the middle of the nite. Not once, but like 3 or 4 times. I wish I could have a good nite sleep. Been feeling very cold, esp my limbs (hot inside my body though) that I wore a jacket. And sometimes I wouldn't even on the fan. If you think my room is damn hot even with a fan, then u can imagine how cold I was. With jacket and covering the blanket up to my neck still wasn't enough. I still felt very cold. I wished there's a jab that I could take and make me get well immed. I'm willing to face the needle rather than suffering like this whole day long.

These few days, I have been waking up to dry mouth and chapped lips. It was so horrible that my lips crack leaving blood stains on them. So I tried to drink loads of water whenever I woke up in the middle of the nite. Guess wat happened this morn? I vomited water! Not juz a little but quite a bit. Haiz... I seriously got no idea wat else I can do. Right now, I'm not even sure if I can recover by Christmas. I dun wanna spend Christmas lying in bed :(

I'm home alone now. My parents has gone to Suntec for the nusery exhibition. So sickening... Nobody to talk to me and there's nothing much I could do. Been eating mee suan, porridge and tau huay for the past few days. My appetite is real bad. For instance, this morn i only took a few mouthfuls of tau huay and left the rest for my Dad to finish. My throat hurts like hell (burning sensation even when I swallow my saliva). Haven looked at the mirror in wat felt like ages(which is a miracle). Think I'll scare myself or dun even recognise myself. I think I look horrendous. I really hope I can get well soon...

++ MarryMango at 11:22 AM.