*Mango Lover*

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Rainy Weekend

Met S last nite. Accompanied him to Zhi Wei's house cos he needed to borrow helmet. Then, we headed over to Coffee Bean at Paragon. Intended to catch the Thai movie "Spirit of the Victim" at 2.30am but decided the wait was too long. Went over to CV instead. Passed by the airport and runway and suddenly I have the urge to fly again. But this feeling didn't last lah. Juz an impulse kinda thingy. Man, it's been quite awhile since I have been at CV. There are quite a few new comers. Lol... Ppl look at me and still think I'm one of them when I stepped out of the car cos I was wearing high heels and skirt (but definitely not as short as 1 of the trans. Its' butt cheeks were showing lor). Haiz... Initially, S didn't wanna come out of the car and want to see if the guys will approach me. But I pestered him till he came out. The trans weren't too happy though. They spoke loudly (on purpose) like "Wanna see come stand on the pavement lah." I seriously think they should keep their mouths shut and noblody would think they are trans. Didn't noe we were so obvious lei. Surprisingly, I'm more afraid of them than the guys...

I feel as though i'm a guy in disguise sometimes. Will chat with my guy frenz on topics like cars, modification, soccer, gals etc. I am also very rough. On the other hand, I like very feminine stuffs like flowery designs stuffs, manicures etc. I'm glad tat I'm born a gal but sometimes i feel tat being a guy isn't tat bad afterall.
Mayb this explains why I have a thing for trans. Wonder wat it's like to be in their shoes... Wonder wat it's even like to make out with them. Lol... Ok I noe I'm drifting away. Absurd...

Was shopping with my family this afternoon at Taka. Saw a tube dress (very suitable for CNY cos of the cheena design) and a pair of Nike (I need a pair of new running shoes badly cos the soles keep falling off each time i run) tat I like. But both have no sizes. Irritating... Nike says will call me after they transfer the size that I want frm Millenia. Means I gotta go down to Taka once again. Troublesome... Anyway, my bro got a pair of shoes frm Hush Puppies and my mom got herself a new watch...

Such a cold, rainy weekend. Alright, I shall be off to snuggle in bed right now. Tmr's another new week and my class is at 9...

++ MarryMango at 11:30 PM.