*Mango Lover*

Sunday, June 10, 2007

CHEATING

I'm sure the word above is not foreign to many. How many times has "cheating" destroyed a relationship or even broken up a family? I believe it's countless such that we are already getting kinda sick of such things arising. How would U feel if U were being cheated on? - Sad and disappointed. How would U feel if U were the one cheating? - Sure, U might be feel some sense of conquer-ment (dun think there's such a word. But watever lah so long as U get wat I mean). But pls dun tell me U dun feel the slightest guilt aftermath if U do love tat someone (No love then there's nothing to talk abt cheating lor). Cos that will be bullshit. Either way, it's nv a good feeling. Anyway, I'm sorry to hear abt ur family story...

I won't act like I'm a saint and say that I have nv committed the above sin before. In fact, I will boldly admit that I did and it has resulted in the failure of 1 relationship that meant a lot to me. 2 other ppl would noe what I'm talking about. Is this the biggest confession in my blog? Haha... Nope I'm not gonna say "Sorry" anymore. Actions speak louder than words --> This is something which I have been talking abt a lot.

After that episode, I think that the most important thing is to learn from ur lesson and not to repeat the same mistake. There's no one to blame but yourself cos U r the one who cause all that trouble. What's done cannot be undone. Therefore, no point brooding over what has happened. Learn to take things in your stride. Crucial point is that U repent and promise YOURSELF (not others!) nv to do it again. Subsequently, 2nd chance if any would depend on how much U deserve it and whether the other party is willing to give U another chance after all that has happened.

This applies to someone as well. Give me a very good reason Y U deserve another chance. I see no reason at all and I can't bring myself to get over this matter when all U do is being fucking passive. In the past, it was only msging some other gals. After that, it escalated to going out with them. I can name U the restaurant that U guys dine at and the movie that U watched with her. U think that I dunno what's happening? Dun take me for a fool when I'm juz pretending to be one (Of cos I have my sources). Sometimes, it doesn't mean that I dunno anything when I juz dun bring them out. Perhaps U dunno this but my specialty weapon is to bring everything all out in the open when a quarrel does arise. By then, it would not juz be raining, it would be a storm...

Get well soon, gal! Was going to visit U at the hospital but U insist that I dun go down. Meet up soon once U recover k. Missing U like crazy. We got many things to catch up on...

++ MarryMango at 1:01 PM.