*Mango Lover*

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Job-hunting

Ok I'm getting worried. This matter has been on my mind 24/7 these days. This has happened before back in 2005. I'm at the crossroad once again. I seriously have no idea what kind of job I want. Back then, I had the easy way out by furthering my studies. But now, like what the book Josh had lent me on job-hunting says, I have ran out of things to graduate from alr. I know some of U are chiding me why I didn't wanna pursue Honors. For those who know me well, I like to do my best in whatever I do. If I can't achieve something that I really want, I rather not try at all (spare me the disappointment).

I missed an interview on Tue. Yup, bo liao me went to apply for SIA again but decided not to go for the interview in the end. Somehow, the interest (or ambition as you may put it) is not as strong as the past alr. And I'm unsure of whether this is really what I want. Confusion once again *sigh* What's more, Josh's book says that the usual methods of resume and responding to employers' advertisments on the internet are ineffective. The book emphasizes on contacts and networks. I wish that I meet a VP each time I go club lor. Haha... Mayb worse come to worse, I should go bk HK to work? Lol...

Also, stop scolding me, Jason! It's not that I'm being bo chup. U juz can't see how anxious I am inside. I also wish to secure a job before I graduate. Finance sector is so big and broad. I haven't even narrow down to the department I wanna specialise in. My plan is to make up my mind by the end of this month and hopefully go for interviews in Oct. At least I dun aim to be a Tai-tai anymore. Haha... I have come to realise that I'm someone who needs constant motivation and satisfaction. I need a goal which will push me to higher levels. Many ppl envy my current life. So slack, with so much free time to do whatever I want. But I have grown sick of it already though it has only been a month. I juz can't stand being idle most of the time. Alright, enough of life and job alr. Arghh...

Thanks for transferring Heroes to ur laptop ;)

I'm so looking forward to the Taiwan trip at the end of the year...

++ MarryMango at 3:19 PM.